WITHOUT MUSIC, THERE’S NO DREAM!

That’s a quote from Japanese movie I’ve watched a month or several months ago. That’s a comedy but really have a good message, especially for us who have a dream about music. I’ve dream to be a star when I was a kid, but year by year after this I realise that I have no ability in music. I can’t sing better, I can’t play a piano or guitar, and I never write my own song. So I forget my dream. It was so complicated, then I said to my self,” Pursue your realistic dream. Study and goes to college!”. After that my activity just study to get better mark. But sometimes I wanna cry when I watch TV or read an advertisement about music audition. This is not me! Why I live someone’s dream? Not my own? It’s kinda of dilemma for me, because I know I don’t have any ability in music!

One day, I’ve become a college’s student and went to the library. Honestly I never interested with politic or society so I borrowed a novel only. The tittle of that book is “The Alcemist”. That’s a philosophy novel, not sciencefiction. After read that book, I know something. I don’t need to make my dream come true. Just live on it, because that’s a reason why I live now. If not because of my dream, I’ve died several years ago, because there’s no reason I live. I don’t love somebody and I never love what I do now. So what’s for I live? I stay alive because my dream.

I don’t have so much time to make a long writing and checking for grammar because my battery is low and I don’t feel healthy now. I feel so hot tonight but the weather is cold. Please pray for me, hehehe :D. start from now I’ll make a writing (whatever it is) every sundaynight.

(oh my God, I forget about my Russian paper =.=”, uhh what about my questionaire?? What about middle east presentation?? So many things to do next time, so please be healthy!!! >.<”)