That’s a quote
from Japanese movie I’ve watched a month or several months ago. That’s a comedy
but really have a good message, especially for us who have a dream about music.
I’ve dream to be a star when I was a kid, but year by year after this I realise
that I have no ability in music. I can’t sing better, I can’t play a piano or
guitar, and I never write my own song. So I forget my dream. It was so
complicated, then I said to my self,” Pursue your realistic dream. Study and
goes to college!”. After that my activity just study to get better mark. But sometimes
I wanna cry when I watch TV or read an advertisement about music audition. This
is not me! Why I live someone’s dream? Not my own? It’s kinda of dilemma for
me, because I know I don’t have any ability in music!
One day, I’ve
become a college’s student and went to the library. Honestly I never interested
with politic or society so I borrowed a novel only. The tittle of that book is “The
Alcemist”. That’s a philosophy novel, not sciencefiction. After read that book,
I know something. I don’t need to make my dream come true. Just live on it,
because that’s a reason why I live now. If not because of my dream, I’ve died
several years ago, because there’s no reason I live. I don’t love somebody and I
never love what I do now. So what’s for I live? I stay alive because my dream.
I don’t have so
much time to make a long writing and checking for grammar because my battery is
low and I don’t feel healthy now. I feel so hot tonight but the weather is
cold. Please pray for me, hehehe :D. start from now I’ll make a writing
(whatever it is) every sundaynight.
(oh my God, I forget about my Russian paper =.=”, uhh what about my
questionaire?? What about middle east presentation?? So many things to do next
time, so please be healthy!!! >.<”)
