Senin, 04 November 2013

It's Nothing

That time... I was in the dark...

            Day by the day, and I still asking to myself, why am I still alive? How long I should stay here... how long? I see myself,  will not be able to see again, can’t walk, can’t breath... but now I still here against everything, struggle, try to stay alive. Feel the pain isn't that easy, but i can forget it.

            Then I ask to my self again, what I’m living for?
           
            Year by year after that.., I just forget how I really really want it... how much I wanna go away from here, how I kill my own dream, and lost my mind.

            And you remind me about that... I realize something that I’ve forget. And I just say to myself, that ‘thing’, isn’t a bad idea... you remind how much I really want it. I just remember, I don’t wanna do that for now.


            Sometimes try to stay alive is more killing than the death itself...

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